unfinished old story

this is my story. i wrote it on my phone and never been posted in my facebook account like i wanted before.
this was how i could know him....


Pheww..
Ga kerasa banget banget, hari ini uda setahun aku kenal sama dia.. Thank God :D
He has been be my freakin' awesome lifemate..
Semua berawal dari tempat ini, dari social-network ini, ya dari akun facebook ku :)
Let me remembering that time.. ;)

Awalnya, aku sama sekali gatau sama cowok yg namanya Ezra Savero Salahudin itu yg mana..
Maklum aku ga pernah peduli sm orang yg ga aku kenal..
Sampe akhirnya, suatu hari aku lagi online, dan aku ngeliat ada yg masang status “Nothing Lasts Forever”..
Aku yg emang suka banget sama musik, refleks langsung tau itu salah satu lagunya Maroon5. Otomatis, langsung aku komen lah itu status.. “Maroon5 - Nothing Lasts Forever”
Eh trus dia komen lagi.. Sampe akhirnya kita ngobrol, becanda di status sampe statusnya full komen, haha..
Kita ga komen"an di satu status aja.. Ada 2 klo ga 3 status.. Jd rada bgng yaa baca notifnya, wkwkwk
Inget banget deh itu kita komen"an pas di LC-kodam, sama" duduk di tribun, cuma dia ada di bagian atas, aku yg di bawah sm anak"..
Sampe dia bilang gini “duduk atas bawah aja pake komen"an” hihi.. Ada" aja :p
Gitu aku pergi dari situ, kok dia nyadar, sampe di tanyain.. Aku mikirnya ini cowo perhatian amat, haha.. Ketemuan aja belom..-_-"
Gara" komen statusnya uda kebanyakan, kita lanjut ngewall.. Becanda" ga penting gt, haha..
Kita sm" sepakat klo kita kudu trmakasih sm Maroon5 krna gara" lagu mereka, kita jd bs kenal, hihi :p
Sempet sih,


haha.. i was too lazy to continue those story.
let it be my own past. my own memories. im not gonna share the entire story to you ;p

words that never be said

i made it for Ezra. long time before we broke up. and i do not sent it yet. never...


Maybe it's true that I can not live without you
You are my shining star when I'm in the darkness
You are my pillow when I need a place to cry
You are the one who I can not leave behind
Without you, my life is so empty
Like morning without the sun, like a night without the stars
I always try to give everything you want, I give my bests to make you happy, just to see you smile
Sometimes, I feel that you are so cruel to me, you can not understand me
But deep inside, I need you
I really need your love that's why I have a thought like that