worried about him :(

As usual, I came to his house .
In there, we watched TV and sometimes we talked from heart to heart (huekk cuih .LOL :p )
We enjoyed that moment until he felt asleep .
So, I offered to him to sleep in my arms .And then he started to sleep .
I was very happy cause I always found peace when I'm with him :)

And I could see his baby face .LOL :p

About 30 minutes later, he woke up and suddenly he hold me tight and he said that he afraid to lose me, he really loves me .
I tried to calm him down by said that I will never leave him , insya allah cause I love him too .
And then we continued watching TV ,we laughed together when the scene was funny .
I love that moment ! :D
When he was lying to me ,my stomach threw one's voice .ugh ,that was so embarrasing ! LOL :p
So, he asked me to have some dinner .and I decided to buy 'tahu tek' .(do you know that ?)
When we were waiting for that food, he was pained .
I was panic !and I asked to him where was his inhaler .but he didn't know where it was .
Then I looked his room around, trying to find it .But I never got it :(
I was so worried about him although he said that he would be fine ,that he was OK .
He asked me to finish up my meal then he would drive me to my house because it's already 9.30 p.m.
I just could follow what he wanted me to do .
I just wanted to make him happy . :)

Hmm . .if you read this post , I want you to know how much I love you .
I want to take care urself as well as I can .
I never let you hurted , I don't want you sick .
I love you, zra :')

our first flower :D

2 days ago I got a red rose from my beloved boyfriend .
I was very surprised because he never told me before that he would bring a flower for me .
He just came at my home when I was sleeping .
So he called me to opened the gate .
And then when I wanted to bring him some water, he told me that there was a thing which left by him in his motorcycle .
When I came back, he was surprised me !
He reversed and he gave me a flower .a red rose flower .my first real flower ! yay ! LOL :D



I was speechless .I couldn't say words ,even a single word !
I just smiled and looked at him with my foolish face .LOL :p
I said to him that I never expected he would give me a flower .
Actually, it also became his first flower .
He said that he never gave a flower to his girlfriend before .
I was so happy because he did it to me .
I could see that he really loves me ,that his feeling was so deep .

Now, I don't know how to keep fresh this flower .
I don't want to let this flower droop .our first rose .
But I know that someday it will droop too .hiks :'(

yay !

hi ! :)
I was very excited. Finally I have my own blog, my first blog ! LOL :P
I just wanna share my stories with other people .
I hope I can write as much as I can cause I don't wanna miss it .
I don't wanna miss a part of my life .
Whatever it's happy, sad, or suck story .haha :p

That's it from me .
I'll write again later .
See you . . :D